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slow down, lie down

remember it's just you and me

Created on 2006-01-26 18:53:14 (#9362978), last updated 2009-10-30

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Name:	Marissa
Birthdate:	1991-10-03
Location:	Bay Shore, New York, United States
Website:	Myspace #1

Bio

PATIENCE.

is the key.

My name’s Marissa Rene’ Panther, I’m 17 years old.
I live in Bay Shore, New York.

I was originally born in Corpus Christi, Texas.. But I only lived there for a short 2 years.

Unfortunately for me, my father is in the Coast Guard so I get the pleasant blessing of having the privilege of moving across the country, virtually every year.

Places I’ve resided, in order;

Corpus Christi, TX

San Diego, CA

Memphis, TN

Colfax, LA

Los Angeles, CA

Sunset Beach, CA

Huntington Beach, CA

Reno, NV

Seattle, WA

Filer, ID

Bay Shore, NY

I’ve also traveled many times in my life, which is another thing that comes along with being my father’s spawn. I’ve been to almost every state in America, besides practically all of the East Coast. Unfortunately I’ve only been out of the country once, and that was to visit Mexico.

I’m so over the whole party scene. I’ve been there, done that, since the age of 13. It’s not satisfying. It no longer clenches my thirst to live. It’s not living anymore, it’s hiding from all the other things I could be doing. Which I’m still searching for what that may be. I have in fact been to 2 rehabilitation clinics.
Both being in Reno, NV, hence the whole reason I lived there in the first place. Where I was for 5 months, in treatment the entire time. Worst time of my life, by far.

In more detail;

I’m extremely, and painfully shy when I first meet someone, but once I get comfortable with them, I’m actually really weird. I can be really outspoken, but never rude. I’m one of the most polite people I’ve heard of, sometime’s it sucks when I just want to deck someone in the face for being a moron :/

I have a lot of opinions, most of them usually opposite of the majority of the population. I can be really argumentative when I feel like it. I can be obnoxious, purposely. I love art, and music. I paint, and I draw.
I also take pictures. Recently I’ve pretty much been documenting my life through photographs on my wall.
It’s almost all the way covered with pictures. I play piano, and I love it. It was a self choice, I was never forced into it. I’m bipolar, so I’m constantly contradicting myself, and truly the most indecisive person there can ever be. I do have manic episodes that I cannot control, I am unable to consume medication of any dose because it will result in 24 hours of vomiting. Doctors have no idea why this is. The only thing that happens during episodes are I either get very very happy, or very very depressed. Eventually, I do come out of both. No one will ever see them though. The only way you’d notice the changes is if you know me better than I know myself. Sarcasm is a big part of me, as is kindness. I do believe in Karma, and so I do treat people the way I’d like to be treated, and I love virtually everyone. If I don’t like you, then you must have some serious problems, because I like everyone haha. I hate when people put up facades so people like them, or simply to hide what they’re about. I don’t like when people are really self conscious. I mean, sure you can be a little insecure about some aspects of your looks, but to be uncomfortable in your own skin seems like torture, and is only brought upon yourself. I do like myself, I do have confidence, but in no way am I cocky, or egotistic. WHICH is another thing I DO not like, people with HUGE egos. I curse a lot and have a sick, twisted, and perverted mind, but you probably wont see those traits at their full effect. I LOVE MOVIES. I watch probably 5 movies a day, and never get sick of it. I also go to the movies a lot, probably almost every week. I love shakalaka lip blaka<3 My bed is the most comfortable piece of furniture you’ll ever sink into. I’m DEATHLY afraid of spiders, when I have an encounter I have a hardcore panic attack, I think I’d probably consider it a mild heart attack :P I’m terrified of whales, and tractors, and being close to moving trucks. I am no longer in high school and I do not have a job, but I’m trying desperately to get one :[ I turn 18 on October 3, and Ricky turns 18 thirteen days after I do ^_^ I watch 3 animes religiously every morning, probably not the best anime’s in the world, but take it or leave it; Moonphase, Mushi Shi, Peachgirl[lulz]. Other than that, I never watch television. Only movies :3 I also have a huge poster of Jessica Lawlor on my wall next to my bed<3</div></div>

A boy.

I’m a hopeless romantic, emphasis on the hopeless. I think it’s probably all the movies I watch. Although,I do not want a movie romance, perfect seems so unnatural. I flirt very rarely, with people I think can potentially be a very decent person. When I first meet a boy, I’m already thinking ‘What if?’. The last thing I ever want to do is hurt someone, and the last thing I ever want to happen, is to get my heart broken. I’m extremely cautious and safe when it come to boys. If you catch me with my guard down, you must be special. When I’m dating someone, I can be really clingy, and I love touching them at all times. I cuddle, hug,and kiss a lot when I love someone romantically. And I am one to get overwhelmed with tummy butterflies before I see him, sometimes it can even be painful:[ No boyfriend has ever taken me out on a date before, and that sucks because I really want to experience that. I’m really low matientce so it’s not that hard to please me, take me to the movies or out to eat or SOMETHING. It could be the most unoriginal date ever, and I’ll love it. I hate letting boys pay for things, but I’ve learned to let them when they argue longer than 5 minutes about it. I think my biggest turn on would have to be intelligence. I love boys who can talk big words with me :3 I love when he smells nice, like I could stand next to him and lose myself in his fragrance. Responsibility is definitely a good thing, job, car, school, whatever. I don’t like talking on the phone, but with this person I will be comfortable enough to talk to him on the phone for hours. Eventually I want to travel the world with the person who has my heart. I want to see everything.
The only reason I would ever wish myself were older, is so I had my own house so I could lay in bed all day with him and do nothing but watch movies and snuggle.
Gimme a massage and I’ll love you for eternity.

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